SERIOUSLY.
SOME freaking anonymous cowards seriously have so NO LIFE at all in them that they have to dig out ppl's life to add on excitement to their PATHETIC lifestyle.
yada yada. SOME cowards stay behind their computer screens criticizing other's life, googling stuff to dig out more 'gossips' about other's life (tt eventually lead to my blog. yeah yeah. im talking about you, internet paparazzi. i totally can track you.), not giving a damn about the ugly and evil actions they did. COME ON. how ANGELIC can you be? how perfect is your life to degrade someone else's life?
TWO WORDS. PATHETIC COWARDS.
you all should be the one being condemned.

fight till the end.

i swear.
internet, tv and the bed are the bane of my exam period.
the amt of notes i conquered sitting in mac with none of those for 6 hours compared to the amt of notes i try to absorb while studying at home for like 10 hours is like. heaven and hell.
ok. probably not the best description but you get what i meant.
im glad im disciplined enough to not bring down my lappie during my mac studying sessions. or i would have dieee a uglier state. not tt im surviving. im farrrrrr from confident for my last paper. FAR. like. as far as singapore to the furthest place i can get on earth.
if civil rights dont come out, im seriously dead.
im seriously risking my life on it man. and if george bush and obama doesnt come out seperately. i would probably die too. ok. mayb they can come out in the same qn. i can then fill out 5 pages more easily. and if imperial presidency doesnt come out. i would probably just sit in the middle of the exam hall and whine and cry and whine and cry until someone throw me out and kick me to US.
ok. i have no idea wot im freaking writing alrd. try studying for 6 hours straight man. i didnt even take a break. that i would have to thank my trustable macdonald $1.85 coffee with three packets of sugar and 2 packets of creamer. i bet im gonna dream of US. but not for long.
becos i would have to wake up a few hours later to the rest of US history.
it's gonna b a tough battle....
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

suddenly, i feel that i dont wanna have anything to do with u anymore.

i really need a getaway.
i needa run away.
i needa just..
i dunno
argh.

u are seriously driving me to a corner.
i cant believe this is happening again.
argh. shldnt i be more disciplined alrd.
im letting history repeat itself. AND. im a history student. and i shld know better than to let history repeat itself. OH GOD. big mistake.
DARN.

So i will let you go.

and it's time to let myself go.
the offer is tempting.
a few days of retreat.
perhaps is all what i need.

how much i hate making the same mistake twice.

self-reliance.

m i become weaker or are things becoming more difficult?
i so wanted to give up and put my head down while studying juz now
then i had this sudden urge to call people and whine (then realising it's 3am plus and everyone is like sleeping alrdd)
and then i have this vision of myself sitting at a beach and stone until sunrise
oh well. im glad i pulled through tonight again all by myself anyway..
MUST BE STRONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
AHHHHHHHHH~~~