Rant Number 2

im so full of angst recently, it's scaring me.
but i know it's the ppl ard me.
which makes me wanna roll my eyes and throw the nearest thing at them.
i dunno why.
i mean seriously.

I KNOW. one day. im gonna be a teacher.
but what i dont understand is, when i said something sensible, reasonable or THE uncomfortable truth
ppl likes to go..
"yeah lar. we have to listen to you, cos you are the teacher!"
oh, and these ppl are ppl of MY AGE. some even older than me.
i had to clench my fists to prevent myself from hitting them and saying "IM SAYING THAT FROM MY OWN PERSPECTIVE AND EVEN IF IM NT GONNA B A TEACHER, I WILL SAY THE BLOODY SAME THING!"

what the hell is wrong with them? do you need a teacher to tell you what's right or wrong? do you need a teacher to tell you simple things like 'smoking is bad'?

AND. i hate it when people tries to determine what your life should be just because you are going to be or is a teacher. "You shouldn't go clubbing" "You shouldn't go drinking" "You shouldnt go enjoy your life because you should be home marking papers" "You shouldnt scold your kids in public because it sets a bad example for other parents" blar blar blar blar.

You know what. Just go live your own life. Stop trying to determine what life I should lead because I'm confident that no matter what kind of lifestyle I lead, I will eventually fulfil my duty well as a teacher. Stop judging me by my facebook pictures and actually look at what I have did for my students. Enough said.